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Hello Sunshines !

I have been busy with school,

so that explains the lack of post lately.

Yesterday (Friday) ;

I was looking foward for Friday basically because

I'll be meeting my weekends soon.
Not forgetting I'll be spending my Friday with Syed Nabil. hehh !

We decided to watch Prom Night at e!hub.

Later after the movie, we hit TM to have LJS for our meal.

I've been meeting Nabil once a week since last two weeks.

We compromise our priorities and will stick to this plan till the end of my exams.

My upcoming o'lvls are much more worth spending time paying attention to.

He's been such a sugar to have understand my situation. Thanks ayeee :D

I met Zareeza before heading to tuition.

We catch up on lots of things.

We realised that we no longer spend much time with each other due to our tight schedule.

:(

But we are going to endure this together.

And hopefully we'll meet each other in poly next year.

Gf, I love you as much as you love me okay ? hehh !

Today (Saturday) ;

I woke up early today.

It's only 7:15 in the morning but it seems that I could not put myself back to sleep.

So I decided to blog.

I'll be going out with mummy and brother to do some shopping.

Brother buying his skate deck and I'll be getting my hands on the
things I've been eyeing for long ago. Okay, I love mummy.

I have always love her even if she does not buy things for me.

But I'll be dissapointed only ahh. hehh.

I'm afraid I didn't manage to get super duper colourful results for my o'lvls that will make her proud.

That is my biggest fear.

I'm not going to upset mummy. Not anymore.

As a daughter, that's the least I can do.

But what if I failed badly ? Thinking about this makes me sad.

I'll be going Airport to study with the math geniuses after the shopping spree.

Math tuition is not enough. I need to seek help from friends too.

I need to pass my math. I have to !

Science sucks. No hope sia.

I did notes, I did 5YS. I kept re-doing them if I have a test to sit for

because I can only memorise the facts that way.

But it seems that I've failed all my science test except for some which is not even a handful.

My friends didn't study but they still manage to pass.

Syed Aidid study my notes for Bio test and he pass. How about me? I fail. Again.

What is wrong with me?

I throw lot of affort to do those notes but eventually I still fail.

Meawhile in the other hand, my friend who studied the same notes

and sit for the same test could pass.

How amazing was that ?

Efforts = useless

Polythecnic = no hope

ITE = 100%

Future = do nothing ?

Nabilah = stupid

I want to cry. please ?

Ok bye !