
I'm unsure whether I'm being self-centered or unreasonable for not being forgiving. I was being myself and this is how I am. I won't melt or buy any of your ohh-sooo-fucking-sweet endless texts. And for your information, I could not stop quivering while looking at your page & while making an account for self. I could have just dialled at your mobile and yell at the top of my lungs. I so wanted to hurl a string of detrimental vulgarities at you. But I didn't. Because I'm afraid it will lead me sobbing instead of yelling. So I came up with a better idea or shall I say a superb surprise. I bet you're shocked. Prolly never once came across to your mind I would do such things/upload such pictures of myself for the whole world to see. I wanted to hurt you so bad. I wanted you to feel how I felt deep inside. I wanted to slit a cut in your heart hoping it won't stop bleeding. I wanted you to make me your hardest goodbye.
I was not trying to be angelic or making you in the bad light and push all the blame to you. I do have flaws and I'm aware of it. But I didn't walk away from my lies. This is karma for you baby.
Bottomline is,
we're through.
'Gave you everything you asked for
And was ready to give you alot more
I would've given the world
Right in the palm of your hands,'
[Forget About Me by Little Bit]