My guess was right after all. Okay, so here goes.
Maybe you were right to say I priorities Nabil rather than my own girlfriends. It may be dumb for you. But no, it's not for me. And there are some things about you I find pathetically dumb but did I bitch about you? No, I don't. Because I'm aware everyone have flaws, and I don't expect to have friends who are perfect in every ways. But you were definitely wrong in saying I pushed you aside after things work between Nabil and me. It wasn't how you think it is. If you take a look in the past and reminisce carefully, I did spend my time with you didn't I? Even after knowing Nabil for months. Then, it all started to change after the incident that happened during the month of Ramadhan.

Because it was rather a complete surprise that you dare to use vulgar at me for little things that can be compromised between the two of us. It wasn't even anyone's fault. It was a total misunderstanding. I got all enraged because you went mia and left me with unanwered questions in mind. And to make things worst you bitch about me in your post. At that point of time, I knew very well you were no longer my true friend. Yes, maybe you're not quite yourself at that moment and that leads you to doing that. But hello? I was mad too. Still, I'm wise enough not to bring someone down in this cyber world. Someone whom I called friend. I can no longer trust you like I used to. Because if you could go to that extent once, you can repeat it twice. That was why whenever we meet, I preferred to keep to myself and let you do all the talking. Fyi, I do have a lot of things I really wanted to share with you. I badly need your listening ear to lighten the burden I'm carrying. It was hard, I really do miss you comforting me during rough times. However, my trust for you has fade.

Whatever you state in your blog wasn't at all true. I don't search for you in the times of need, not anymore. Does it even bother you if Nabil means the world to me? Fyi, I still do need and have friends whom I spent almost my everyday with. If you doubt me, you can go ahead and ask Amirah or Shima. So please don't make me look as if I'm a loner and that I only depend on Nabil. The recent fight I told you about was unintentionally. Because I remembered calling you up to ask about the sundresses thingy.

I think you should be more reflective rather than just typing down things without have to use this thing called 'brain'. But maybe you have a point to be unsatisfied at; the part you said I know you way longer than him. Anyhow, let me ask you, are you really trustworthy enough to deserve better? Or are you just bitching about me to your friends and to the world to read? I do suck at forgiving and I can't let bygones be bygones.