My behaviour might have drained you. Maybe it's too much for you to take in all this. It is for me too. You've been reminding me not to make quick decisions. Yet, I keep repeating them. Nabil, all I've ever wished for is you to understand my needs. I never wanted the money you worked for till you're half crazy. If I were to have lots and lots of cash in my piggy bank, I would have definitely pay you a better rate for spending time with me rather than knowing you have to go thru all those shits for just a pathethic amount, I swear. I need you, and I need your attention. You said you've tried your best. Yes, you've tried your best convincing me with words, not your actions. I shouldn't be selfish. I know you're damn beat with whatever thats been happening. It's been hard for you. Problems keep piling your back, plus I'm not helping at all. Nevertheless, I don't want to be the only person doing the giving. How can I keep understanding you if it's been the same for every week? I'm not trying to put you in the bad light here. Because there's no such thing as only one party is in the wrong.